I Think You’re Craaazzzzaaayyy

by denisevlogs on May.03, 2009, under Uncategorized

I think I’m a lunatic. Kind of. Sometimes.

Well, maybe not a lunatic… just an extreme over analyzer. Probably one of the most annoying things someone can be. That’s unfortunate.

I recognize this flaw… but only when someone points it out.

It’s funny because I will stress so hard over my compulsive analyzation about something (nothing in particular… this pertains to SO many situations) and then someone will just take a few moments to point out why I’m being ridiculous and *poof* the stress and crazy thoughts disappear.

I just need to be told once, and suddenly I’m grounded again. Very odd. Makes me wonder why I even need someone to “ground” me in the first place.

Is it insanity?

I think I’m sane. I feel sane.

Is it my obsession with the subtext in the world because of the many writing classes that taught me to pay attention to what people are REALLY saying in order to be a “better” writer?

I wouldn’t doubt that being a contribution.

Is it something I picked up from my mother who seems to believe the world is against her and can turn anything someone says into a negative connotation?

Clearly another contribution.

Or is it just because I’m a female? Are all women like this? Do we all over analyze everything from something someone said to the way a stranger glanced at us when we were wearing “the jeans I think I look fat in”?

Yeah, maybe it’s just a stupid female thing.

I’m sexist.

Whateves yo.

I’m working on it. I want to relax. I want to be CHILL!!!

Is it ironic that I wrote a whole blog analyzing the fact that I over analyze with the conclusion that I do not want to analyze too much? :::shrugs:::

And now a video that kinda sorta pertains to this blog… only not really at all except for the title. YAY!!!

Crazy – Gnarls Barkley

18 comments for this entry:

Ed
May 3rd, 2009 on 3:03 am
Your not the only one with this condition. =/ *sigh*
Tony ProjectBlogsphere
May 3rd, 2009 on 3:16 am
I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again…

… you’re “special”.

<3
Chris
May 3rd, 2009 on 5:13 am
Analyzation of life is the only way to GROW. Growing is the only point of life. To experience in order to expand and grow your mind. Keep analyzing and dont worry about what other people think. What you think is the only thing that can possibly matter in the world. It is YOUR world. You create it however you want.
BobbySoFamous
May 3rd, 2009 on 6:24 am
I think it’s a female thing. Not necessarily a bad thing. Girls seem to subconsciously like to feel a wide range of complex emotions, whereas a guy just likes to feel happy. Guys don’t like to feel scared, or surprised, or teased. Girls love that shit. Girls like to talk about their feelings. Guys like to play video games. We’re just different
Izam
May 3rd, 2009 on 1:24 pm
You’re over analyzing. Might be time for a good leisure book though.
How I Lost Thirty Pounds in Thirty Days
May 4th, 2009 on 1:34 am
Hi, nice post. I have been pondering this topic,so thanks for sharing. I will definitely be coming back to your site.
sylan0
May 4th, 2009 on 10:00 pm
i dont think its a girl thing as i do the same thing (not absolutely all the time, sometimes im just too lazy too… shut up im allowed!!) but i could analyze the stupidest things in the most nit picky way possible, when it could be something as simple is if my sammich was made well enough… tho to be honest i can generally turn that off if its bugging me to do it so much… but anywho that was longer then planned but i think u get the point =)
KayJay203
May 12th, 2009 on 1:58 pm
I don’t what to say accept you’re beautiful and keep your head up andI love the bikini. You think you can do a video at the beach in the same HOT bikini? Just wondering.
Meikä
May 13th, 2009 on 4:49 pm
I was watching your right round video on youtube, didn’t get it synchronized though. It was nice to watch it anyway, you are sexy

Just out of curiosity, are you ethnically Indian or Arab or Persian what? I’m from Finland (small country in Northern Europe) and this is not a very multicultural place, which is a pity. At least for me, as I happen to like the beauty of middle eastern and south european girls…
Jourrendon
May 25th, 2009 on 12:09 am
Hi, nice posts there through’s for the compelling advice
Zainah
May 28th, 2009 on 2:55 pm
ok that was the most coolest thing i have ever seen before! the music viedo on youtube is asesome!
Tim Bristol
June 2nd, 2009 on 12:01 pm
Good of you to recognize the irony of analyzing your tendency to over-analyze. Maybe there is a double irony there as well. And if you think you’re sexist, hmmm . . . as long as there are differences between men & women then sexism, to one degree or another, is unavoidable. And frankly, it had better be okay to identify the differences between men and women or else the species is doomed. In fact, vive la difference! What a depressing world it would be if we were all androgynous or indistinguishable.
I watched a couple of your videos on Youtube, “Insomnia” et al. You are very clever in your use of facial expressions and editing. Not to over-analyze men’s general tendencies (re: Boobs), but men worth the time of day will appreciate both intelligence AND physical appeal in a woman. And even if a woman’s cleavage drums its way into the base elements of male wiring many of us enjoy being engaged in stimulating conversation as well. Don’t sell yourself (or men) short on the triggers of attraction. One could be deprived of seeing the entirety of your form and still find your eyes and mouth quite lovely, and your sense of humor compelling. Men can be a pretty good joke as we are still trying to stumble out of the era of living in a cave. Joni Mitchell summed it up in her song “You Turn Me On, I’m A Radio”:
“You don’t like weak women, you get bored so quick, and you don’t like strong women ’cause they’re hip to your tricks.”
Cheers to you
Bradley Birnie
July 6th, 2009 on 11:39 am
On that note… I am a male… and yes you have nice boobs but I also think you have a beautiful face. Lots of guys look at the eyes first and if that’s not good enough then well boobs and ass come next. Good video, loved the graphics and facial expressions, but it went off sync the farther I went into the song. You are sexy, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
derekpm
July 12th, 2009 on 9:28 pm
Rather interesting. Has few times re-read for this purpose to remember. Thanks for interesting article. Waiting for trackback
Burn
July 16th, 2009 on 7:47 pm
No, think you ARE crazieee..
Viewers been commenting on whatever assets u have.
I just wonder why don’t they figure out what the heck you were doing..

I feel you.
Its common to be in that kind of situation.
When the moment of insanity came about . . .
=O
russia incest gold
July 25th, 2009 on 10:28 am
ehh… attractive.
Angela
January 16th, 2010 on 4:41 pm
Hi Denise.
Bruno Corman
March 19th, 2010 on 5:20 pm
As I was reading then skimming through the myriad of comments above, another reason came to mind. On a blog with many comments I often do not comment even though I may have something to say. I may be repeating something already said and often do not have the time to read all comments that have already been made.